Children of Bodom

Towards Dead End

No flickering light at the end of the path
Confront repressions of the past
Fear... prevail... insanity... obey
Draw back in silence to dwell in anxiety
No matter where I am, I'm alone
My dreams are shattered,
into thousand running tears
The tears keep dripping down, down,
deep, down from my veins

I'm walking towards dead end I'm walking all alone
Two steps behind insanity
There's no starlight guiding my way through this downward death row
Soon will be the time I have to go

Little by little the end is drawing near
Another night and so little blood to spare
(Ya can hurt me... but ya can't possess me, 'y know)

Kill me, hurt me, fuck me, rape me, you won't have me

Draw back in silence to dwell in anxiety
No matter where I am, I'm alone
I'm crying out loud,
the tears of blood I bleed, so fuck the world,
I'll go now, I don't care
(Who cares?)

I'm walking towards dead end, and I'm walking all alone
Two steps ago I past insanity
There's no starlight guiding my way out this downward death row
So now is the time I have to go

Follow the Reaper

(Death be not proud
Though some have called thee mighty and dredful
Thou art not so)

Loosing the war I'm feining to win,
though I never tried to to strive deep,
from within
Life could be beautiful,
for anybody it's for, but I'd swear this,
mothafuckin' shit is rotten to the core

The portal has been past and it's,
time to make a turn, to follow the Reaper,
until the point of no return

When your blindly death-raying blade,
sweeps the griefs and fears away
I cross my heart and hope to die thy freedom,
will be mine

Sinking down in the ocean of severe emotions
Grab a bottle to drink up the pain-relieving potion
But after all, that got boring too, so no matter,
what happens, I couldn't give a damn or too

The portal has been past 'til the,
point of no return
No more lines to cross,
no more bridges to burn

Now when your blindly death-raying blade,
swept my griefs and tears away
I'd never go back,
to cross that line
I cross my heart and hope to die

(I was only 21 when I died)

Was It Worth It?

I'm being dragged through mud here
To wait till I'm beat up inside
But when your eyesight comes back
Tell me if you're in there too

We're lost we're crazy and far beyond
Well don't look back claim your special wound
Was it worth it?

Hell yeah
I was told the deal was o fair, but I'll do it again
In honor
To expel your flames
Fire
Oh yes it was worth it

Still killing me I can't shake it
You run away enough to take it

I run till I'm lost and far beyond
I don't look back 'cause you need to know
Was it worth it?

Hell yeah
I was told the deal was no fair, but I'll do it again
In honor
To expel your flames
Fire
Oh yes it was worth it

Hell yeah
I was told the deal was no fair, but I'll do it again
In honor
To expel your flames
Fire
Oh yes it was worth it

Ugly

Wake up to the sound of lucidity, feet on the ground
Overwhelming delight wipes out the wreck of my
Hollow mind

But when the dreams turn violent
Repulsive mirror likeness, if you lay out my broken bones
Beat up my heart with thirteen holes

Would want to see the tragedy
Of a mind that once belonged to me
Take one good glance and you'll agree
Like I said it's ugly, so goddamn ugly

But when the dreams turn violent
Repulsive mirror likeness, if you lay out my broken bones
Beat up my heart with thirteen holes

After the terror you've seen
Try to act like a good human being
Guess the ship I did steer, sank in the sea of self loathing and fear

Would want to see the tragedy
Of a mind that once belonged to me
Take one good glance and you'll agree
Like I said it's ugly, so goddamn ugly

But when the dreams turn violent
Repulsive mirror likeness, if you lay out my broken bones
Beat up my heart with thirteen holes

Downfall

The night of timeless fire is drawing near
I flee... throughout the years of throe
Watching through a mirror, as I fall apart
I see a wreck, I'm burning

I see angels burning, falling down in ruins
Looking down I see me, I'm my own enemy

Watching myself decaying, falling from high spirits
I flee... throughout the ruins of me
Longing for finding my way out
Leaving myself, there's nothing left for me
The ruins are about to crumble down

The flame is dying by shivery winds of jet black Skies
It reflects hatred in my eyes

I see angels burning, falling down in ruins
Looking down I see my ashes scattered around my grave

Angels whispering fire, no longer I'm alive
Settled down I'm done with the trip to my kingdom come

Transference

Dragged in the light
Like nothing was wrong
Pulled towards where I don't belong
I hear the fallen angels
Sing my requiem

Take a step
Cross the line
Have a thin...
Glance back and you're living in sin
It hurts so bad
Like a war within

Looking at the blade
Aiming at my eyes
Staring to where the evil call my lies
Keep a promise
If you ever will…
Don't say a word just kill, kill, kill

Wrapped in the legs of my demise
You still cry my final goodbyes
While my demons cold laugh
At their last denies

Try to move
Whip it off sell my soul
Jet black
So out of control
Sold out
Shot to hell, pay the price
Feel the toll

Looking at the blade
Aiming at my eyes
Staring to where the evil call my lies
Keep a promise
If you ever will…
Don't say a word just kill, kill, kill

Go!

(Do you cry)

Looking at the blade
Aiming at my eyes
Staring to where the evil call my lies
Keep a promise
If you ever will…
Don't say a word just kill, kill, kill

Scream for Silence

It's a long way to the top of rockbottom
Bottoms up, lets drown my sorrow

If you need to feed on pain,
you might as well tap my vein

And tomorrow screams for silence
The chaos whispers violence...
It screams out the truth and the truth never speaks in love

Never wanted to be the reason
Why I'm ending up alone?
I cry out at my reflection,
just to hear that no one's home

Hey!
What happens if you're still alive?
Will you suffer enough to cry?
If tears infest our holy ground
That world will spin around

I'm content, I'm high

You wouldn't dare
To touch, to feel...
Its not like you would care

I'm safe
I'll fly.. and I will try

You forewent, goodbye
You say as I die

Hey!
What happens if you're still alive?
Will you suffer enough to cry?
If tears infest our holy ground
That world will spin around

What happens if you're still alive?
Will you suffer enough to cry?
If tears infest our holy ground
That world will spin around

Trashed, Lost & Strungout

Once a day falling on the trail walking blind,
trade nothing descretion in low
It's hard to wait taking yourself in honor,
I should know how low I can go

Before I go high I get very down,
and I'll be going after it again and again

You know I can't go the other way,
without being trashed, lost and strungout
When together try something going back to the question,
what's to coming out?

Before I go high I get very down,
and I'll be going after it again and again

Maybe I should've trashed my life,
but for that I'm gonna turn to you
And the trashed people askin' my head until I sweat
Now tell me what the fuck to do!

One day I getting to the point where I ain't gonna do,
nothing but trying to beat strungout on you
You let me drown way deep down below,
for the fleeting past to let go
Until the end I raise and batter around,
looking at my own reflection
Forever I shall kiss you goodbye,
to kill my soul addiction

Before I go high I hit the ground,
then you know me for i get very down
Up to the next you tell me: "fucking whore",
and i'll be going after it, before I go!

One day I gettin to the point where I aint gonna do,
nothing but try to be strungout on you
You let me drown way deep down below,
for the fleeting past to let go
Until the end I raise and batter around,
lookin' at my own reflection
Forever i shall kiss you goodbye,
to kill my soul addiction

Hate Crew Deathroll

Come on!

Hey!
Don't tell us what you want,
'cause we don't give a fuck about you and your kind
You!
You better take a step back where ever the fuck you came from
No!
You ain't one of us and to be tag along you're too ugly and blunt
Why?!
Is it so hard to get that we don't need you, stupid cunt!

If you don't know how to resent one another,
to gain the new way of power
It'll get to the point where no one gives a fuck
What you may think of us or what you may not

Stop!
Are you ever gonna stop tryin' to be on the way that we wanna go?
Fuck!
It's pissing the fuck out of us when you don't understand the word "no"!
Now, you're tellin' that you'll win the war that's only battled cause you're,
too dumb to die
That's right!
You can take your war and shove it up your ass,
then close your eyes and say goodbye

If you don't know how to resent one another,
to gain the new way of power
It'll get to the point where no one gives a fuck
What you may think of us or what you may not

We're hate crew, we stand and we won't fall...
We're all for none and none for all
Fuck you!
We'll fight 'til the last hit,
and we sure as hell ain't taking no shit!

If you don't know how to resent one another,
to gain the new way of power
It'll get to the point where no one gives a fuck
What you may think of us or what you may not

We're hate crew, we stand and we won't fall...
We're all for none and none for all
Fuck you!
We'll fight 'til the last hit,
and we sure as hell ain't taking no shit!
Fuck you!

Hellhounds On My Trail

Watching the cunt
But before I'm into worries
I do better think fast
Step beyond the legs
Risk selfdestruction
One more sucker
Wait again
To the wrong turn
To the right direction
Too many fucking gonna turn
Going too fast
When you call me outrageous
As a questioner

No feelings - you destroy me h-a-t-e
We're welcome - we're on this show e-n-d

What the hell was that?
It's a battle name
Tied down everything long before
Blaming all the suckers
I don't give fuck
Till they're coming down
Where I go
Or he's gonna stop me
And when I hear the voice
So you better take care of me now
Knowing that I've always gotta come back
Till the end of life has arrived

Things happen while I grow
No one to catch my fall
Becoming dull is all I know
Resurrection - friend or a foe

No feelings - you destroy me h-a-t-e
We're welcome - we're on this show e-n-d

Gone too fast
I'm caring about the truth
So tell me how
Fuck me sideways
I've been loved before right now
After I've been down
Well if you don't need to
Resurrect a shadow of myself

No feelings - you destroy me h-a-t-e
We're welcome - we're on this show e-n-d

No feelings - you destroy me h-a-t-e
We're welcome - we're on this show

Remember me, seventeen
Come on, get you going
Have I told you I would return
Come on, get you going
Gotta get on the way
But the butcher
You're allowed to lie
I disapprove my body
Eat my dinner
You dull stupid role model
Who's about to rock

Things happen while I grow
No one to catch my fall
Becoming dull is all I know
Resurrection - friend or a foe

Things happen while I grow
No one to catch my fall
Becoming dull is all I know
Resurrection - friend or a foe
Friend or a foe

Angels Don't Kill

I hear the footsteps crawling by
Watching myself slowly die
Sharp pain is impaling through my heart
Slowly tearing me apart

One minute you're an angel fallen from grace
Next, the fix that I hate
Pick me up from the gutter with a gentle kiss
Then rips out my heart to show me how black it is!

No!
You're no good...
It feels so cold...
Yet I won't turn back
I'll die alone!

I hear the footsteps walking by
Watching myself slowly die
Sharpening pain leading through my heart
Slowly tearing me apart

When you appear as an angel
Look at me now, losing my way
Could you ever kill the pain in my heart
Even though they say angels don't kill?

No!
You're no good...
It feels so cold...
Yet I won't turn back
I'm dying alone!

No!
You're no good...
It feels so cold...
Yet I won't turn back
I'll die alone!